Author Topic: The great TPH rectification (Read 68832 times)

Swiftman · « **Reply #90 on:** September 22, 2005, 06:18:02 pm »

No kiddin this place won't be the same. I knew that before you revelealed yourself [however unnessecarily] as Twinkle Toes, that TPH won't be the same after this.

You deal with things that go bad your way, I deal with them my way. We have conflicting views on that method. You don't think my way works, but I can see how your method works, but frankly, I can't have that way work. I've tried, and keeping in my emotions doesn't work with me. I'm an open person, always have been, and that wont' change. You're reclusive and a think of yourself as a social outcast [from what you say, anyways] so you're used to bottling up your rage. I'm not. i could have kept quiet about how I felt about Yaminomalex, but I didn't. I could have stayed all adamant about him, yet I didn't. From what I saw, you didn't tell anyone about how you were feeling on this whole ordeal until you made a couple hint posts then made a goodbye and leaving thread. Not the way I would do it, but at least with my method the troubles are revealed one at a time and are solved and worked on while they came and were fresh scars. You kinda... exploded right now, and I tend to not do that. [I try not to, anyways... *coughs*]

Trigger · « **Reply #91 on:** September 22, 2005, 06:25:14 pm »

OK, NOW your talking as if you KNOW how I think. You don't, sorry to say.

I never ONCE said your way didn't work. So don't tell me what I think.

I keep them in, till I decide to do something about it, JUST like right now. And if what I do isn't enough, then I do something drastic. JUST LIKE RIGHT NOW.

Don'y try to define the who "Social outcast" group of people by me. No. Everyone has different ways of thinking, don't define me as someone because mine loosely resembles theirs.

From what you saw? That's the point. I've been giving hints for about 2 months now. Next time I'll be sure to give ones everyone can understand.

Swiftman · « **Reply #92 on:** September 22, 2005, 06:33:18 pm »

I'm just putting what I'm thinking, Trigger. I'm trying not to make this an open conflict, or make it any worse than it is, but if I piss you off that much, then just tell me to leave TPH, and I will. If I anger you that much....

Ask and you shall recieve.

That's how I work. I can't do much unless you ask for it. If you want me to leave TPH, then just say so. From what I see, I'm making people mad, like Herb, you, Jody.... Then perhaps it'll be all the better for the forum if I leave.

I know you're going to disagree to that too.

Lazlo Falconi · « **Reply #93 on:** September 22, 2005, 06:34:35 pm »

Swift, this isn't my place, but the only one who's mad about you being here is Trigger. Herb has nothing against you, nor does Jody.

Trigger · « **Reply #94 on:** September 22, 2005, 06:37:34 pm »

Damn right I am!

You say the your the Lifeblood, Mr. EgotisticalMan. So if you leave, the forum is doomed, and a whole forum is not worth ruining.

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Swift, this isn't my place, but the only one who's mad about you being here is Trigger.Herb has nothing against you, nor does Jody.

Jesus christ, why does everyone think I'm mad at him for BEING HERE!?

Also:

<>Jody<> says:
I hate guilt tripping
<>Jody<> says:
And he does it to me all the fucking time
<>Jody<> says:
And now he's pulling his whiny bullshit in there
<>Jody<> says:
So he deserves a dose of his own shitty medicine.

<>Jody<> says:
I don't even wanna be Swift's sister.. cuz' I never was his siter anyway.. I was just a stupid replacement, I was stupid to think that I really had a place with him as his sister.

Yeah, Jody has nothing against him...Riiight.

This isn't about just Jody though.

Swiftman · « **Reply #95 on:** September 22, 2005, 06:46:48 pm »

After reading what Trigger pasted from what Jody said, Swift stared at his screen. His face was frozen at what he beheld, and insid eof him he was feeling pain.

Jody.... doesn't....

With that thought Swift fell off his chair, laid on the floor and dind't move. The thoughts in his mind were likes icy knives in his heart, and he felt heartbroken, hurt, damaged, and for the first time in a very, very long time, defeated.

He hadn't felt like this since he was 13.... Not ever had someone that he genuinely cared about more thana friend had betrayed hsi trust and threw back all feelings he thought they had right in his face.

Swift noticed, while laying on the ground, that his knife was on the floor.

He stared at it long and hard, but kneew that that was not the way. Trigger would think of him as all the weaker if he did that, and he couldn't do it to Antha....

Instead he closed his eyes and cried.

He knew that Trigger would most likely see this as weak and unstrong of him, but at that moment he really didn't care what he would think of this, further strengthing Trigger's proof of Swift's underground selfish nature, the emotion he had tried for years upon years to keep down and bury.

Swift then an to the bathroom. He had been sick for a number of days, coughing worse than Grievous, then bent over the toilet, and vomited.

It was a good day as usual in the life of the Swiftman...

Peaches · « **Reply #96 on:** September 22, 2005, 10:03:04 pm »

I'll talk to you on messenger Swift.

I don't have anything against anyone, but it seems to me like there's not much forum left to save. Quite honestly, I can't understand why. It certainly wasn't Endtype. As retarded as he was.

Trigger · « **Reply #97 on:** September 22, 2005, 11:57:49 pm »

Our Moto should be:

"TPH, we could make cookies dramatic"

Jehuty · « **Reply #98 on:** September 23, 2005, 12:15:41 am »

*sigh* The forums haven't even been up for a year yet...... it must LIVE!!!

NeoCalculus · « **Reply #99 on:** September 23, 2005, 12:24:16 am »

*sigh*

Fuck. Ya know what? Eh, fuck it, no rhetoricle questions.

Drift and Swift seem pretty pissed. The way I see, one of two things could happen. Either they both hate each other so much that they never speak to each other again, or the get over it, and become better then what they were before.

So...who should I go for f....dammit.

Drifter, I've known him longer.

Okay man, your mad, I understand. I totally relate, being the kind who just waits for months then explodes. Its not healthy. You feel like shit up untill then, then while your venting, you feel better, then when your done...you feel like shit again. I can't tell you to change that, that would be impossible, but come off it. Its just been one personal attack after another. Christ man....please, just stop. Please.

NOW for you Swift.

Alright, so you want to try and fix this place. Good for you, so do I, and thats why I wont leave. I'm gonna stay through thick and thin to try and make things better. But Drift does bring up a good point, you do have an ego, but hell, don't we all? But to be honest though, I've notice it sort of swell during the last few weeks. Maybe its just me, maybe not, I don't know. BUT DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING THINK OF SUICIDE!!! EVER!!!! I don't ever want you to ever consider it for a moment. Don't even let the shadow of it pass through your mind. Because if you're just doing it for attention, I aint going to your funeral.

With that said, I've probebly just ruined the relationship with my two best buds. Hey Jehuty, lets go start a forum game.

Jehuty · « **Reply #100 on:** September 23, 2005, 12:28:16 am »

Okay...... a forum game, eh? What's it gonna be about?

Swiftman · « **Reply #101 on:** September 23, 2005, 12:29:14 am »

I know that this isn't near enough grounds to even consider suicide, but all it was was a thought, nothing more. The knife presented itself ominously, and it went through. But soon ended.

Don't worry, Skull. It won't happen to me.

And I know that possibly me and Drifter won't ever be friends again after this, but that's my own fault, eh?

Trigger · « **Reply #102 on:** September 23, 2005, 12:30:31 am »

>.>

You see the time gap between his and mine's last posts?

About 5 hours.

If I wanted to keep going, I could have, ohhhh I could have, for many more hours.

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Either they both hate each other so much that they never speak to each other again, or the get over it, and become better then what they were before.

Wow, you nailed the second chioce right on the head there. >> That's what I'm shooting for.

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You feel like shit up untill then, then while your venting, you feel better, then when your done...you feel like shit again.

Nope, I feel better. Cause it's either fix this now, or never at all.

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I've notice it sort of swell during the last few weeks. Maybe its just me, maybe not, I don't know.

Not just you. >.>

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With that said, I've probebly just ruined the relationship with my two best buds.

TRUST ME, you've done no damage at all compared to what I've done.

|,,337 POSTS!! w00T!!![/b]

Swiftman · « **Reply #103 on:** September 23, 2005, 12:32:31 am »

Knall Trigger and his superior multi-quote posts! *shot*

Skull nailed the wording for everything better than anyone else probably could have....

Jehuty · « **Reply #104 on:** September 23, 2005, 12:47:12 am »

1337 posts....... Whoohoo!!! Go Trigger.