Man, you sure could have used Snowcraft if it was real, eh Trig?
I myslef don't remember too much, but I remember being quite a bit of a loser (1 friend, Kary, and she beat me up all the time) but one thing I remember distinctly is being rather like Deccus from my story, being that I tried way too hard at whatever I did. If I played Descent, I put my all into it. Now, I just kinda let stuff go. If I died when I was 12, I beat myself up about it on the inside, and made myself try harder. Now, if I die, meh. I got another life. (However few, since you need every life you can get against Superhulk.)
So ye, that was me.